Merdeka Day has just pass...

I went up to Genting on Saturday and just came back today...

Since i was working for 1 and a half month and so have totally neglected my family therefore i took the opportunity to spend a weekend with my family in Genting..

My sis had a hard time whether to follow us up to Genting.. Her excuses was that there was no room for her to sleep....

The reason why she says this??? Is bcoz she found out that we were going to stay in First World Hotel...

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I can't remember how small is the room so i don't understand how was my sis feeling towards the trip until..........................

It may look BIG from the outside, but the inside.......................

The Corridor

The "big" TV

The bed for the 5 of us...

And.....

The toilet...

There's not basic amenities bsides this ^

Anyway,luckily we didn't plan to spend time in the room..We were out the while time...

My brother and sis spend their time in the theme park while me and my mom went shopping...hahha...^^

I met a friend of mine that i first got to know him when i was training...Apparently he was there alone..So, because feeling that he's a bit lonely having to spend time alone up in Genting, my parents ask him to join us for dinner...

After dinner we went out separate ways... My parents wanted to catch a "forty-wink" before the midnight show which was starting at 1.15 am while me and my sibling went on shopping... That time was like 10 at night...

The coincidence part was that when we were in Bum City, suddenly some one tap me from behind..and when i turn, there he was...Tai Lou~~~

lol.....

We didn't expect to see each other there thought...I know that he was in Genting but then i have no idea where he was..Hahha..What a small world...

Apparently he was up with his family..Most of them are girls so he was kinda feeling left out..

He join me and sibling later...While gallivanting around the place, suddenly Tai Lou told me that there was a concert in the out door theme park..Apparently the theme park was open to public...But of course not the rides la..For the sake of the concert....

When we were there, Henley ( i think he was the runner up from Superstar) was performing....

After that, we went a looooooooooog loooooooooog way up to the place where he told me that there would be fire works~~

Excuse me, just to let u know all the time was in my 3 inch high heels ok..i was practically walking the whole day and HE takes me using the steep road le...lol

But there were lots of ppl going there too..

We count down over there and one thing i can say that the ppl there were so anti-social

Whether the count down or shouting merdeka, the crowd was very in cooperative..
The hosts eventually gave up and just proceed...lol

But the fire works was beautiful~~~

Something really funny happen thought...

While we were enjoying the display of fire work, suddenly my brother came to my side and said

" Who let go gas!!??"

Sure enough, within seconds there was the deadly smell...Hahhahaha...

Sooo potong stim le....

Anyway, after the show, Tai lau lead the way back to the cinema...

From they, we went out separate ways while i wait for my parents....

We brought the premier tickets instead of the normal ones...The tickets have free popcorn, drink and snack each so it was muck more worthy then the normal tickets..

We watch the Babylon A.D

The movie was not bad but the the ending was ridiculous...

But besides the ending the whole movie was great...

If ur a fan of action pack then i recommend u to watch this show...

The next morning, i went for a little shopping in Elianto and spend the rest of my time chilling with Tai Lou....in the garden...lol...

My sibling were enjoying themselves in the theme park as usual and my parents..well..u should know where they went right??

So, that all...i wonder what am i going to do for the next whole month...I'm waiting for Diny to come back to Thailand thought..I'm kinda scare that she couldn't get back due to the riot in Bangkok..Most of the airport are closed according to my mom...Haix....

Oh ya, before i for get...Check out Kenny sia's blog..The post

"What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian"

at

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It's been only 2 days

And i miss my restaurant A LOT!!!

The first day i woke up which was a Sunday, i feel...empty..

Like it's wrong to be at home on a Sunday...

Today i spend my whole day ironing my family clothes..But still i can't finish..It's like an never ending clothes that have to be iron..

Anyway, to most people a month and a half is a very short period of time..

But i spend that much time to grow to know a new family in El Cerdo..

With out realising it, they have become part of my daily life..

I wake up every morning, goes to work and start my day..

I would then start my daily choruses and then break the silents in P3 where Max would be doing his work...

I really miss doing that though...

I was really happy that on our last day, Max told all three of us that he will miss us all...

I have learn lots from El Cerdo..

Even though there are people that aren't true to me but still in a way, I'll miss them very very much...

I didn't expect boss to give us presents and treat us in Werner's....

I didn't know that they would be so warm on the day that we leave...

On my last day, i hugged everybody...But it didn't help to decreases the feeling of me missing them in the future...

It really was a sad feeling at that time...

When we were at Werner's enjoying ourself i suddenly look down..

I saw Boss sitting alone...

It drawn to me that his daughter has just left and went back to Penang and now three of us are leaving...

I went down and talk to him...

He have this sadness in his eyes that makes me wanna cry...

Haix....

Anyway, Max gave us our last lecture before we leave..I didn't know that he will miss us...

But for sure i will miss him...He was the one who helped me when ever i needed help...

I told him that, and he said it was his duty to help us...hahahh...

The big family....

Our last toast

Max with us

Boss~~

I already am missing u...

The nephew, Stephan and me..

The reason why I'm smiling like that it's because

Lin and Diny is saying

"one, two, three, smileeeeee....." in a monotone...

hahahaha..It was so funny...

The reason y??

Coz when Stephan was taking pic for us he does that and he blames the Chinese for doing it...

lol....

This is us with the super Carmen...

We were outside Werner's taking photo while waiting for the guys to show up...

Jacky!!! He was part of the family when suddenly he got transfer to Werner's...

I really miss him!!!

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OKie, this is a photo of three of us before we started drinking....

Diny refuses to drink because she knows that she will get drunk fast...

She was drinking Sprite...

So.........

Picture is better then a million words~~

The three of us~~~

Me and Lin after awhile......

Us before we go back...Hahah...

Don't worry, we were just fooling around....

And FYI, we were still sober...

IN the end, Diny was the one who drove...Coz she was the only one alcohol free...

Hahhaha....

We went Yam Cha afterwards...

Diny went home adi...

K la, i think I'll be going back to the restaurant soon..hahahah...

Till then..Bye~~

It's a terrible day today...

I started off the day with a bloated face because i didn't get enough sleep plus i ate supper(to those who don't know me, i usually don't take supper and go to bed)

Then, The SeeSaw was in for the morning shif...

I was suppose to whip all the chairs and check all the table cloth...

Well, I'll be honest...I didn't really check all the table coz i was being lazy(i don't wanna give lame excuses any more..heheheh)

Anyway, that SeeSaw ask me whether did i whip all the chairs and check the table..

I told her yes...And then later when she check..

She found out that one of the table cloth is stain(but seriously it's just a little dirt)

She told me to change it...

Knowing that i didn't really check bcoz i was being lazy therefore i didn't say anything..

But then when Lin and Diny saw that, they were furious because they felt that she was being ridiculous ...

Anyway,they helped me with the table..

Thanks guys...

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Later, i don't know what happen to Diny..

When lunch started she was still ok..

But then later when, lunch was almost over. So, we have to arrange the tables for the dinner, Diny started to show a very angry face....

I ask her what wrong, she just say that she's very angry...

Then later while she was trying to set the table...,(trying = have no idea how to set coz SeeSaw didn't say it specifically) one of the staff came and ask why and who ask her to set...

She said " Must set one!! Chef de Rang ask de!! We must listen!!"

When i heard that i said

" Y do u talk like that..In ur sentence there is hidden meaning to it....i don't wanna get involve la..." then i walk away...

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Later, after a few minutes, i went back and ask her whether i can help...

U know what she told me????!!!!!!

" ai, i thought u wanna go de!!Go la!"

So darn sarcastic!!

I mean like what the fuck is wrong with u??!!

it wasn't me who offended u!

it wasn't me that ask u to all those thing

I was only trying to help and u say that to me

I am telling u this, when ur angry doesn't mean that the whole world should tolerate with your behavior...

It also doesn't mean that u can scold anyone u like!!!

i know that u were very angry at that time but still u should have think before u act...

And the most unbelievable thing is that later when she was cool down she still don't wanna apologise!!!!

What's the BLOODY FUCKING WRONG with her???!!!

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Anyway, i don't know why for some reason my brain will shut down whatever that i don't wanna remember...

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We had a kinda session with our manager later after the lunch...

Seems that lots of ppl were talking behind our back..

Diny started to cry while she was trying very hard to tell him how she felt..and then the next thing i knew, Lin was also crying...

I didn't cry coz at that time i can't remember a single thing that they(the staff) did to me over the past few weeks...

i think that's the best part about having bad memory..hhahah...

We were trying very hard to make him understand....But i don't know whether we are weak at explaining or his weak at understanding.. but he seems to talk about other matters...

he keep on saying that he understands that we will hate him and all sort of that kinda stuff..

I got very frustrate coz he was in another channel...

Anyway, i don't know whether he finally got what we meant but he said something that cheer up the atmosphere...

"Maybe they are jealous because u all are prettier then them"

Lin said " thank u, and that's the fact"

*speechless*

After that, all of us laugh.....

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Later, we went out with Darling and join by Watermelon and PP...

it's was superb to see all of them..it really lighten our day...

Let's look at how is Lin

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From the left

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OK, she absolutely lost it......

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And u know what??

The restaurant have a new schedule about training..

We were to attend the training session which would be conducted every Friday and Saturday...

the training is mainly for the chef de rang but the all staff must be present including trainees....

and also, Lin's shoe was stolen in the staff locker room...

Some sick jokers prank...

Bloody Suckers!! Dunno what the hell they do that for...

The main suspect is SeeSaw and Thi Thi(the queen of all bitch)

P.S: Watermelon, ur present is still with Soh Po

P.S.S:(refereance to the previous post)those ka po chi that called me...Seriously unbelievable..i didn't know that i have fans le..hahhaha...

The minute she shouted "SO! I have to go now!!"

The trust and respect i have for her has already started to fade..

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And the look on her face, that i will NEVER forget after a life time long

I wouldn't blame her thought, maybe i will do the same thing as she did on Tuesday, 5 August 2008...

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After seeing that look on her face, my fear of not getting home that night was no longer troubling me..In place is her face of annoyed trying to get rid of me..

I got that msg and told her that she could go and that i will take care of myself...Even though i have no idea how..

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I know that she as a friend have no obligation what so ever towards me...But in a way she will feel bad for doing that eventually therefore i told her that i will be find...on my own...

lol, the stupid part was that i was in KL, alone...no contact what so ever and was waiting for a stranger who don't know how i look like and i don't know how does he look like!! Plus, he can't contact me and he don't know where to look for me..

I was going to cry when suddenly i realise that i can no longer sit there and pity myself...I have to do something...

I'm not going to write it down here..Wanna know what i did??Then ask me lo~~hahahah...

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Don't apologise

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Don't feel bad coz it's not ur fault

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U were being brought up like that and u can't help it for being u..

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Some how, i wish Diny was there...

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Anyway, today was one of my best friend's birthday..

She very leng lui one!!!

haix..And i forgot...

I'm sooooo sorry..i know it's the lamest excuse but still that's the truth...

I wanna let u know that i love u a lot and will miss u..

Take good care of yourself and don't party too much..

It was my off day today...

I didn't go out due to the laziness that is in me...

I have been doing a lot of thinking these few days..

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Y do people behave in such ways and y do they still do it when they know that it's not the right thing to do...

Recently at work, there is this girl that i came to know her true colours...

It's sad to know that the person that i once trust with everything she said to be a fake...

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I know that this is life but still i can't accept

Y do people like to back-stab each other??

Y do people fall in love with the wrong person??

Y is there even a wrong person??

Can everyone finally find the right one???

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Some many question to ask yet only few can answer...

So far, to me...there is none...

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Some times, i really hope that we could all go back and be happy again..But what's the point???

We would all be sad and hurt again..History would repeat itself...

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I have this close friend that was heartbroken...

She may not know it herself but some times in my eyes she seems desperate...

At times i really wanna slap her and shout " wake up to reality "!!!

But then at times i really wanna cry and tell her that there are still people that care truly for her...

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Try and stop looking far and start by seeing people around u...Open ur eyes...

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I can see it in their eyes that they really care for me...But yet what can i do for the things that all of u have done for me.......

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One would change everything in his car for me

One would look for plasters like a maniac because i cut my hand

One would call me after a long days work and yet i hang up on him

One that would smile and be happy the whole day jz bcoz i send an sms to him

One would wake up early and send me to work
One that would start mumbling about me when his drunk

One would wait at a friend's place just so to that he could ask me whether i need a ride home..

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So many things that once they were a stranger to me are willing to do and sacrifice for me..

And how can i repay them??

I have absolutely no idea

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Is this what is happening in this world??

That once u fall for the wrong person and u have to suffer for that person for the rest of ur life

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Haix..This post is so fuck up i don't even know what was i trying to say anymore....

I'll have to get up early tomorrow..

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Night every one....

Happy Birthday to my very special friend~~~~

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i hope u enjoy urself to the max.....

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.......Love ya always......