有人说：
上线，是为了打发寂寞；
隐身，是为了躲避失望；
什么时候，我们喜欢上了安静，却又很怕寂寞；
什么时候，我们爱上了自信，却又很怕失望；
于是，我们喜欢上了这样：
拿起手机
偶尔，也会寂寞的拿起手机翻开通讯录，一遍一遍的… 却不知道该打给谁。
有时，接到了许久未见的朋友的来电，会欣喜，会激动，但很快便发现没有以前的共同语言，多的是尴尬和沉默，然后便是“你忙吧，不打扰你了…”的客套话…
当我们习惯隐身
当我们习惯沉默…
也许
忘了从什么时候，一些曾经联系的人即使亮着头像也不跟你说话；
忘了从什么时候，我们开始不去话聊只通过状态更新了解对方；
忘了从什么时候，即使看到想念的人上线，却不愿说话；
忘了从什么时候，半夜睡不着依然摆弄手机去填补那份空虚…
什么时候才会真的觉得年华老去？
花期又会有多长，简单的快乐又在哪里？
我们是怎么了。

I just saw new photos of me in Facebook.

I think KY was the one who up loaded it..

Well, thank u~~

And I suddenly remember the post where Nikki posted about the food in that place..

I can't remember the name but it's arabic food...

Well, of all the stuff she talk about, the food, the environment, bla bla bla...

I didn't like it...lolx..

not that I mean I dun like her writing about it..

I'm just saying that I dun like the food there...

She says some food are "a bit" dry..to me is A LOT le...Zzz

can die eating that again...hahaha...

But all in all, i enjoyed my time as the point is hanging out one last time with my buddys..

so yeah, I miss all of u a lot..

esp Jason's lame jokes and his silly smiles..lolx..

Oh ya, I just finish class..

Sooo sien...i dunno what to do after this...

Oh ya, this are pic of stuff that I take for grated now~~

It's the lake , just about 5 to 10min walk...

It was a sunny day yesterday~

Going out to vevey soon~

Till then~

It's been two days I've stayed indoor..

Don't get me wrong..

not that i can't go out but I'm just too lazy..

U know people tend to take things for grated.

When u have something, you tend not to appreciate it but by the time u lose it, it's too late to regret.

U know what, some of u might be jealous of me being here and all..

But the funny thing is that I miss all the traffic and the pollution!!

lolx..i know it sounds weird, but I'm a city girl~

It's a town here..

i have a lake right in front of me, hills and mountain all around me and the weather maintains from 16C to 25C..So yeah, it's just nice..

BUT there is nothing to do...

I'v been here for 2 weeks now..

there is not Karaoke over here, and dun even mention a theater..Zzzz

I have to go to another town to get some stuff as well..lolx..

It's not actually that bad if i have people to talk to..

not that i don't have any frens here..

but..

ok, let me give u the pic....

The people i meet, are the same person that I had breakfast, lunch and dinner with,

they are also the same people in class, the same people I see before I sleep,

The same people I go outings with..

I tell u can actually die of boredom just by seeing them..lolx..

ok, to be fair, they are not that bad la..

I just miss home...

I effect is stating to react.

The truth of me being away is slowly being digest now..

lol, i'm beginning to realize that I will be here alone..

haix....did i tell u that I have to move out of Hotel Miramonte?

yes, I have to move~~~

that means I have to start all over again le...

Sien la...

Bridging course is going to end soon..

there is an on going assessment, so no exam..

as well a presentation.

SO BBA is going to start now..New students are coming in now..

I wonder is there some1 that i would be make my life here interesting..lolx..

Till then

Catherine

It's been a week and a little more since I left Malaysia.

I still seem so surreal..lolx..maybe it coz i travel all the time(and some times alone), that's y I dun feel so...emm.....which is the suitable word...ALONE...yes, that's it...

I don't know why..

it's like everyday go by so fast and before I know it, it's been a week.

Of course at the same time, time passes slow when I'm in class.

It's funny coz the sun rises at 6 or 7 in morning and go down at 9 at night.

So it doesn't feel late when it's 8 at night. The sky would still be bright..

maybe I should take a pic of it..

My college is right beside the Geneva Lake.

There is a train station 10 mins away..

It's a small and peaceful place...

Some times I feel afraid to fall in love with this place, coz I tend to let my guard down.

I tend to forget about the world cruelty and all my problems.

I know i will sound stupid, but in a way to me to fall for this place is a bad thing.

I am afraid that I wouldn't be able to leave this place and go back to Malaysia where I had a life there before.

Yes I do miss my family especially my knowledgeable father who always have advise for me, my always nagging mother who is always worried that I will cause trouble, my silly sister that takes care of me more I do to her, and my brothers, both are willing to help whenever I'm in trouble.

Of course all my frens, Diny the forever noisy girl that just wouldn't shut up...I miss her voice and her teasing.. Even though some times she is a pain in the ass but I have been through college with her as well as my first sucky relationship. Next, Leo with his big mouth of his has always been amusing me...Maybe u(Leo) don't realize it, but u do cheer me up at times when I was having a bad day without realizing it. U were the first person I talk to when I had problems with PeiPei...Nikki, the forever cheerful girl..she has always been there to help me as well..telling me some juicy gossip just so that I get to divert my attention some place else for the time being... Then there's Eugene and Yen, they were the one who was constantly there whenever I cried at night.Seriously, without them, I don't know how I got through that period.

The last person would be my dear dear bf...

He always manage to say some thing that melts my heart.

I know it's very hard for us to maintain a long distance relationship.

There is always a saying, "Don't love something too much, you will not be able to let go"

He mention that he will let me go if I find someone better over here or that i got together with some one else because I get lonely. He promise me that he will wait for me no matter what.

I am afraid that if there was a time to let him go whether he found some1 or I did.

The more I love him, the harder it is for me to let go.

I miss the times when ur near me,

when ur soothing voice tells me that it's going to be okay,

when u kiss my forehead and say that u will be there for me,

when u look at me with those "innocent" eyes and every things wrong seems right,

whenever u call me Sayang,

or whenever u act like a child in front of me.

Dun worry Bi, I dun lave anyone else beside u la..

it's just that I had a dream last nite and I just missed u so much..

and the worse part is that it's only been a week.

Yes, I do miss them all... terribly actually..

but that is when I let myself think of them, and then only I realize that I really miss them..

But because every day there is presentation and I have to focus on case studies and my assignments... It's like an excuse for me to not think about it for a little while...

Ok, it sounds like an emo post already..

I'm not actually that pathetic..lolx..

just describing my feeling right now...

And I had a long talk wif my fren yesterday and I got a new prospect in life.

He lived a hard life, been through hell to bet to where he is right now.

He had to work for about 3 years so that he is able to pay the fees over here.

And here i am, just living off my parents money without the care in the world.

My problem became nothing when i heard what he have to go through.

Why does some people are born rich and just don't appreciate what they have.

There are people who thinks that I am from a rich family as I travel a lot, I don't denied that I am lucky to be able to have this privilege. But please stop being a critic saying things like i'm rich when I'm just using a normal phone where else ur having a blackberry and an itouch. Ur monthly expenses is twice of my allowance. So ya, u have no right.

I have to build a resort now..

haix...have to plan how much is the budget and all..

So trouble some...

I can't believe there are so many things to consider to built some things that seems so small.

It's just a resort on the mountain for crying out loud!!

Can die......Other then the problem with the group mates..(yes, it's just the 1st week n adi got politics..lolx..nothing major though..and as usual, I'm the orang tengah)

i have another problem on my hand.

Apparently I have to move to another place as the BBA course in the hotel is fully book.

In case all of u are wondering. My college name is called Hotel Miramonte.

It's just like u will tell people that ur from Taylor's, the lake side branch or maybe Segi college, the Damansara branch, over here, i will say : I'm from HIM, Hotel Miramonte..

the main branch is Hotel Europe.

And really the college is like a hotel.

they have lobby and a receptionist and housekeeping service every week.

So ya, it's fun staying here..With the free meal and the classes being in the hotel itself.

it's like an all inclusive college..lolx..

k, it's getting late adi...

i miss u all...

Love from me all the way from Switzerland, Montreux.

So! I went for a shopping spree in Lausanne yesterday..

Woke up at 10 in the morning and went down to have my branch with the gang...

oh ya, i haven't told u about my group mates rite??

well, there are 4 person is an assignment group..

so there is me and Esther(2 Malaysian), there Juno and Virginia(both from HK)

every day we will converse in Cantonese but the problem is that my Cantonese is only so so..

And the funny part is that there will always be some misunderstanding or blur from either 1 of us..lolx...it's funny, u should see us..

Some times when i only know some word in Malay..

Example i said y u guy so "potong steam de' as u know..it's Malay mix English..then they will give me this face expression like 'what the hell did u just said'

then I have to TRY and explain in English or Cantonese...

u can't imagine hard is that..

we reach a point there Juno commented that it was fun, it's as if ur playing a guessing game....lolx...

ok, so a lil inform on my members..

Esther as all of u know is my room mate..

A cute innocent that has a sucky bf..

yes, she is just too kind hearted to forgive him la..

so far so good..didn't have any arguments.....yet...lolx....

Next up is Virginia..

She is from Macau..

Also a small size girl...

she told me that she put on 10KG ever since she got here..not a very nice information to know..as I grow fat easily..haix...She is a VY hard working girl...but some times i beh tahan her lo..reason is that she is very long winded de...when she wants to justified her point..Oh my gosh~~ it takes her forever to get to the main point..nowadays, i would just cut her short and ask her, so ask her what is ur main point??lolx...i now i vy bad la..i can't take it ma...BUT i tell u hor..some times it doesn't work also..she will just start all over again...Zzzzz..can die.....

So, Juno..well what can i say about him...

those kinda guy that talk rubbish when his not serious but acts professional when we are at work..

he was a model and his hight is i think about 183cm...

His married without kids.. in case ur wondering his only 24 years old his year.

i always kena buli from him de...haix....

So back to my shopping yesterday..

The whole gang except Juno went to Lausanne for some shopping..

Oh ya, Fanny came along too...

Fanny is from Indonesia and she is Chinese..but can't speak Mandarin la..

She is also from Taylor's batch DH25 de..vy small world hor...

So, after lunch, we went to the train station and took a train to Lausanne.

Virginia and Fanny

Esther et moi

In case ur wondering..

It was 21C that day..

damn hot...look at what Esther is wearing..lolx..

she was sweating the whole day..kesian..

We walk for HOURS!!

i tell u..it may not be a shopping complex..

but it's HUGE!!

image this...

A whole street(i can say like tha pasar malam in cheras but times 3 the size) of shops..Ranging from Zara, Mango to other names that I can't remember..Oh btw, the Zara here is damn affordable..(Nikki, u will like it de..haha..)

but of course not only clothes shops la, there are super market and restaurant and then there are like 3 or 4 stories of small complex along the street..

so yeah..whole day there...by the time we finish it was about 6 adi...

then as Asian, we wan Asian food for dinner

That's all~

till then..

missing all of my frens in Malaysia~

I can't believe that it's just the second day of class and I have to do a presentation tomorrow already.

Just so all of u know that I manage to get my new number over here.lolx..

Today was slower then usual as it is the actual day my lecture starts.

There was about 15 of us in the room and the class was set into a U shape.

Seems that they(the lecturers) believe that by doing so the students will be able to participate more as well as getting to know the students more closely.

Besides the small presentation that I'll be giving tomorrow, I have a bigger project to accomplish.

Sad to say that this small presentation that I just finish just now wasn't my very best. As I'm feeling lazy, hungry, sleepy, and home sick I went and called my bf...hahha...

I know, i shouldn't have but I did...

and guess what?

I ran out of credit...(really GG)

Lucky I smart didn't top up a lot..

Anyway, bi if ur reading this...

I'm missing and loving u at the same time.

It's been a while since I wrote something huh.

Just to let all of u know that I'm still alive.

So, today was my first day.

They just distribute the books and the email and stuff.

I have 100 credit to photo copy.

the steps are more complicated then Taylor's.

I can tell u that the lecturers talk very fast over here.

But what's interesting is that they all come from different places.

like the communication people, they are the ones who will settle all our problem, one of them is Irish and the other is from Korea.

And then they are the students.

They is this Lanci guy,(u know, the one that help carry my bags.) well he happens to be in the same class as me. I can see that his a wealthy man's son as all his stuff are branded. He wears a pair of LV shoes and he has a Mac. And it just shows that he chooses ppl to be his frens.

So ya, his not my kind of person.

So, as always...Ppl will only stick with their kind of ppl. And I'm not the exceptional.

soooo,

I met most of the Asian people already and we hung up a lil just now.

got a lil useful information from them.

But I believe that I'll be able to talk to the ang mo, provided if they dun behave like Sebastian(LC guy)..

So now, I'll hitting the sacks!

Nite everyone~

Hi people, i know it's been a long time since I blog.

Well I was vy busy..lolx...so what have u missed out?

I got a new laptop, a new roomie and I'm in Switzerland now.

Oh, before I start, I wanna thank those to called me.

Thanks for all ur concern.

Esp msg from Ronald and call from Andy.

So how was my first day,

it wasn't the best but I sure hope that it's the worse, coz seriously I don;t think i can't take it any more.

Maybe if it happens on different days then it's ok.lolx..

ok, here's the story.

Enjoyed the company of Esther.lolx...

When we were getting ready to land.

Nice view huh...

Even thought I get to go on the 380 airbus and I'm at the upper deck but the STUPID program in the aircraft got problem(KrisWorld). It keeps shutting down(technically only once, but still interrupted my show)

So later during the immigration counter something happen.

I was question why don't I have a visa.

I said that's because I'm from Malaysia. And the man told me that if I'm staying more then 3 months then I have to get a Visa. He continue to question me and then gave me a horrible stare and said that if I would leave Switzerland after 3 months without a Visa I will be fine.

So ya! It was scary. And Esther got off the hook cause I told him she was with me.

Anyway, lets proceed to the train station.
Keep in mind the 3 BIG bag are still with us.

I brought my tickets first, then Esther went.

But due to some misunderstanding, she got the wrong tickets, so we have to go sort it out..

Lucky didn't kena marah..lolx

After I brought the tickets(which cost SF 79, i know...ouch!) and got the schedule for our ride.

We some how manage to get on to the wrong train..lolx...

Luckily my french came in handy...at least I understand what those ppl are trying to say.

Even if we got on the wrong train but we were still in high spirits..lolx...

the view...

So anyway, dragging my bag is enough.

But Esther that poor girl have to try and drag the 2 bags as well.

Kesian her, she can't even lift it.....

I think God realize he forgot about us, cause he sent 2 sisters to point us to the right direction.

there was this transit where we have to go up a few steps to the train.

If was pure nightmare.

We have to carry all bags up that 2 steps.(By then, I was hoping someone would just come and rob one of bag..lolx

And when we finally reach the Montreux station, I just feel like throwing the bag out of the door..lolx....

So moving on,U though that once we get to the station we can relax??

Ur wrong!!! yes, the Mr Ivan guy did pick us up and yes, he send us to the hostel.

And then after giving us the key, he just left us.

YES, he left without telling us anything....

So, WE have to drag ALL 3 BAG up 3 floors!!!!

yes, i know...it seems possible to u..but plz bear in mind that I have not enough rest since yesterday and i'm traveling ever since.so yes, it was hard work.

I reach a point of not moving at all.

Esther went and knock on other ppl's door hoping that he student inside can help.

Mana tau, we get one LANCI guy, while helping he mention that his bag weight 30KG and he still can do it alone....

And he also said that there's a Malaysian girl staying in the hostel that can carry her own luggage.

U see la...so KNS.....I damn tired adi..dun wanna argue with him.just let him talk.

Nothing special..

Very basic...

So after we upacked, I wanted to enjoy my Maggi mee.

U know what?

NO BOILING WATER............

So, we were out for dinner. To save money..we brought bread, from the Supermarket.

Got almost all the stuff.We forgot to bring the recycle bag with us. I have to carry 6 bottles of water all the way back to the hostel.

Which is like 10 mins walk....

When we got back, we wanted to use the internet.

I call here and there.(I even feel irritated with myself for calling so many times)

and there's the problem with the internet. They gave me the wrong password.

Short story shorter, with Esther pasturing me about going on9 so that she can talk to her dad, we eventually were at the lobby trying to find the right person to talk to.

Luckily, there's this man..Dr something la...I forgot....he happens to just come down the stairs.

So I approach him assuming that his one of the person responsible here so that I can find out about some stuff.

But eventually I found out that his also a guest, just came from US and we were lucky coz his some big shot.

he went and call some1 and voila!!!

A post from me....

How was ur day?

lolx...

it's now 10.30 and I just reach the Changi airport....
Been a long day and I know it's just the beginning.
I was both sad and happy to see all my close friends being there to send me off.
It was worse when she cried.
I wanted to cry as well but i told myself that I will not drop a tear today.
Leaving him as even harder.
As i walk away, i almost wanted to turn back.
But as this is a long life dream I know that I will regret if I decide to stay. And thus, I choose my path. Tiger,don't worry...As Kuma said, what is meant to be is meant to be.

My boarding time is 1 in the morning.
That means I still have about 3 hours to go.
This is the first time that I have to carry sure HEAVY luggage!!!
*normally there is someone to help me la....*
So, I need to get off soon so that other's can use.

OMG!!!! suddenly there's a bunch of howt guys.......*beh tahan*
Oh ya, back to the topic...
I gtg find so Vicks now...Mummy say de...haix...lolx..



Ciao~
I will love you always.
U know who u r......