It was my off day today...

I didn't go out due to the laziness that is in me...

I have been doing a lot of thinking these few days..

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Y do people behave in such ways and y do they still do it when they know that it's not the right thing to do...

Recently at work, there is this girl that i came to know her true colours...

It's sad to know that the person that i once trust with everything she said to be a fake...

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I know that this is life but still i can't accept

Y do people like to back-stab each other??

Y do people fall in love with the wrong person??

Y is there even a wrong person??

Can everyone finally find the right one???

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Some many question to ask yet only few can answer...

So far, to me...there is none...

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Some times, i really hope that we could all go back and be happy again..But what's the point???

We would all be sad and hurt again..History would repeat itself...

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I have this close friend that was heartbroken...

She may not know it herself but some times in my eyes she seems desperate...

At times i really wanna slap her and shout " wake up to reality "!!!

But then at times i really wanna cry and tell her that there are still people that care truly for her...

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Try and stop looking far and start by seeing people around u...Open ur eyes...

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I can see it in their eyes that they really care for me...But yet what can i do for the things that all of u have done for me.......

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One would change everything in his car for me

One would look for plasters like a maniac because i cut my hand

One would call me after a long days work and yet i hang up on him

One that would smile and be happy the whole day jz bcoz i send an sms to him

One would wake up early and send me to work
One that would start mumbling about me when his drunk

One would wait at a friend's place just so to that he could ask me whether i need a ride home..

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So many things that once they were a stranger to me are willing to do and sacrifice for me..

And how can i repay them??

I have absolutely no idea

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Is this what is happening in this world??

That once u fall for the wrong person and u have to suffer for that person for the rest of ur life

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Haix..This post is so fuck up i don't even know what was i trying to say anymore....

I'll have to get up early tomorrow..

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Night every one....